| Monday, February 27th, 2006 |
| 11:06 pm |
I heart....
my new dog Kiley. She is super adorable and totally kicks ass. She is definately one of my favorite things right now...she makes me happy! Report cards are done...already did a bunch of grading for the new trimester. My kids have a music show tomorrow where they get to play the guitar...it is gonna be sweet! I can't wait... Then thursday is the field trip to JFK health world where we get to see the HIV AIDS video and life begins. one of my students asked me what semen was today...well that was fun! I sure do have a lot of good stories lately. You want a good laugh or to feel good about yourself give me a call! good night friends... Current Mood:  good |
| Monday, February 20th, 2006 |
| 11:16 am |
my body hates sleep...
So I figured I would be able to sleep in today...considering I do not have school. OH NO...my body thinks it is funny...that I haven't slept well or through the night in a week. So i was up showered and ready for my day before 10...YUCK!!! Dreams i think are the problem. and i remember them too...vivid dreams...some good...some bad...some really hot...and some super sad... I just wish i could sleep a bit more..but now it is off to lunch and shopping with lindz for the day... OH the puppy!!! well i think i am gonna get to see the dog today or some day very soon...i can't wait...i am definately need a little bundle of fun right about now... happy day to all...teachers...enjoy your day off! friends...stay wonderful and do your best each day! Current Mood:  optimistic |
| Thursday, February 16th, 2006 |
| 4:39 pm |
school highlights...
1. parents think you are idiots 2. kid got an in school suspension 3. by using my rubberbands 4. got observed 5. made a kid cry 6. almost left on monday 7. half a day tomorrow 8. candy gram chaos 9. raised over $500 10. gonna play games all day tomorrow I think! Current Mood:  aggravated |
| Wednesday, February 15th, 2006 |
| 11:25 pm |
getting observed...
So I am getting observed by the principal tomorrow. He already knows I am on edge this week...I wonder if he will go easy on me? Busy day tomorrow...meeting in the am...teach all day...get observed...come home...change...going to the rave with allison...home to go to bed...half day on friday... AND NOW...I dont know what the heck i am doing this weekend... good night friends...i just dont remember how to sleep this week... Current Mood:  exhausted |
| Sunday, February 12th, 2006 |
| 4:47 pm |
Super Stressed...
working on school stuff...making valentine's day gifts for my class...what a waste of a day...fuck this love shit...it is so funny how one minute you have dreams and the next you are hoping to be heard! can't wait for greys tonight! It will help my day! |
| Thursday, February 9th, 2006 |
| 10:01 pm |
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| Saturday, February 4th, 2006 |
| 12:23 am |
finally!
The dog lady is coming to the house to see if we are fit to have a dog. She is adorable and I am hoping I get her. I sure hope she comes before Valentine's Day because she will get spoiled with all the puppy pink stuff from Target. School was rough this week...can't wait to be organized and ready for next week!!! Have a great weekend...this weekend is money free weekend! Enjoy! |
| Sunday, January 29th, 2006 |
| 12:32 pm |
Sundays Rock!
I spent 11+ hour sleeping last night...I think I really needed that. I have had a lot on my mind and just needed to recooperate. Today I am going to spend some time planning for the week of school...cleaning the house...and attempting to talk to my boyfriend. Life has just been too much lately. I think I need a vacation. That would be nice. Somewhere warm and calm. A place where I can be myself without having to worry about anything. I just want to be somewhere that I can feel special...because I sure don't feel that lately. But I guess I am putting all my eggs in one basket...and when that gets screwed I am devastated...oh well...life goes on...and I might be getting a dog... that is the happiness of my life right now...I just have to go through the adoption process. We will see...but again...trying not to get my hopes up because I DO NOT like to be let down. So now I will plan the week for my boogery students and make up the dances for the next song in the musical! Have a great sunday! heart, Jennifer |
| Wednesday, January 18th, 2006 |
| 8:32 pm |
being a kid in '06
so i thought i had drama... my students' lives are a mess... i have three pretty big cases...if you want more let me know... can't legally talk about it on the net... Current Mood: frustrated |
| Tuesday, January 17th, 2006 |
| 9:04 pm |
apparently i am psycho...
because i am so in love with someone and want a future with them... how fucking crazy am i? Current Mood:  blah |
| Monday, January 9th, 2006 |
| 7:28 pm |
working out
so i worked out over at palombi today with kelly...it was amazing... watched my tape...made some dinner... relaxing and was gonna visit the boyfriend...but he is busy hanging out with other people... oh well...guess i will find ways to entertain myself tonight...too bad i got all my stuff done early so i could hangout tonight... Current Mood: irritated |
| Sunday, January 8th, 2006 |
| 10:20 pm |
oh 2006
So this year has started off quite nicely... party at john's was fun...crazy as usual...but fun...and i got my baby in the end... the first week back to school was miserable...the kids are just starting to get the edge... my friends are great and we are planning some fun stuff... teacher night tuesdays will be a blast...oh the fun teachers can have away from school... eating better and working out as usual start as my new year's resolutions... so far eating has been ok...did 8 min abs and buns tonight with allison...making progress...working out after school tomorrow... party my house saturday...more tba... so far 2006 is looking promising...can't wait for the summer... Current Mood: hopeful |
| Friday, December 23rd, 2005 |
| 11:54 pm |
Christmas Eve's Eve...
My night was calm and relaxing...it consisted of: a quick trip to the store making cookies watching Forest Gump w/Kelly while cuddling with the kitty Binks lighting some candles in my room and reading... even though i wont get to spend the holiday with my special someone...i know that i am very happy this year with us and the future we have...merry christmas baby... I hope everyone has a great holiday and enjoys the time off of school if you have it...i sure am!!! Current Mood:  mellowCurrent Music: coldplay x & y |
| Sunday, December 18th, 2005 |
| 10:57 am |
F winter break so far... F thinking things were going great... F people who dont tell the truth... F the fact that i am so frustrated right now.... F ahhh just F! |
| Monday, December 12th, 2005 |
| 10:00 pm |
winter break count down begins...
Remember how excited you would get the week before winter break? Remember how you never wanted to do work? So my job for the next 4 days is to deal with these children. today was crazy...the kids were nuts...too many parent phone calls and i got observed by the principal... and to begin the day...i walked into my sauna of a room and all three of my plants were dead because the intense heat killed them over the weekend...damn broken heat...i was pissed... but come friday at 320 i will be the happiest girl for two + weeks...and john will be home thursday and will be my date for the work holiday party...i am very excited!!! wish me luck on the next four days... Current Mood: tired |
| Sunday, December 4th, 2005 |
| 11:39 pm |
people lie and it hurts my feelings... i just wish my shit was figured out... Current Mood: tired |
| Thursday, November 17th, 2005 |
| 8:52 pm |
there is something great about cleaning...
so i picked up around my room and i am thinking tomorrow evening is going to be a cleaning night for me...unless anyone else has something exciting to do... john is coming home for thanksgiving break...i am very excited...love cuddling... now it is off to watch some family guy with the roomie and eat low fat icecream treats...gotta love it!!! Current Mood: contentCurrent Music: swing swing coming from my roomies room... |
| Wednesday, November 16th, 2005 |
| 10:38 pm |
sleep...
i love sleep...after loosing sleep last night i am cherishing the moment my head hits the pillow... i am going to curl up in my ikea down comforter and have sweet dreams of cuddling in a few short days... Current Mood:  lovedCurrent Music: oh the sound of the wind |
| Sunday, November 13th, 2005 |
| 10:24 pm |
amazing...
i had an awesome weekend...which started on thursday! I am a happy girl again, not perfect by any means...but working to get to a better happier place. I really do think things are gonna work out... all i have to say is honesty! complete honesty! and trust...don't forget that... and i guess love wouldn't be a bad idea ;) Current Mood:  chipperCurrent Music: new mix cd from my lover... |
| Sunday, November 6th, 2005 |
| 4:51 pm |
confessions...
i have a confession to make: I lie. I lie to myself. i wake up in the morning and tell myself everything is gonna be ok. i say my life is great and nothing bad is gonna happen. i have a man who loves me, a great job, and good friends. i lie to myself everyday. i lie to you. i tell you things can change and that i am happy. i say that we will be ok and that life is fine. i say that i love everything and anything. i tell you that i am sure of everything. i lie to everyone. if you were to ask me if i was ok i would say yes. i would say yes. i would tell you that i am a happy person and that i love everything. i tell everyone how god damn happy i am. i go to school and teach the children and tell them i am happy. i lie most of all to protect myself. i dont want to hurt anymore. i am sick of hurting. i dont want to be this miserable person anymore. i hate everything. i thought i had the man i loved...but he left me today. I thought my family was supportive...found out yesterday, not so much. my friends, well i really dont know...because noone really knows how i feel ever. i just cant let anyone in. because there is no way anyone can know what it is like to be me. so i lie. i pretend. i fool myself. i push away the people who i need most in my life. i lie. i have a confession. i lie. just to make the hurt go away. Current Mood: miserableCurrent Music: Anathallo-Sparrows |
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