myjennyo

I heart....

Tue, 28 Feb 2006 05:09:20 GMT

my new dog Kiley. She is super adorable and totally kicks ass. She is definately one of my favorite things right now...she makes me happy!

Report cards are done...already did a bunch of grading for the new trimester.

My kids have a music show tomorrow where they get to play the guitar...it is gonna be sweet! I can't wait...

Then thursday is the field trip to JFK health world where we get to see the HIV AIDS video and life begins.

one of my students asked me what semen was today...well that was fun! I sure do have a lot of good stories lately. You want a good laugh or to feel good about yourself give me a call!

good night friends...

my body hates sleep...

Mon, 20 Feb 2006 17:19:12 GMT

So I figured I would be able to sleep in today...considering I do not have school. OH NO...my body thinks it is funny...that I haven't slept well or through the night in a week. So i was up showered and ready for my day before 10...YUCK!!!

Dreams i think are the problem. and i remember them too...vivid dreams...some good...some bad...some really hot...and some super sad...

I just wish i could sleep a bit more..but now it is off to lunch and shopping with lindz for the day...

OH the puppy!!! well i think i am gonna get to see the dog today or some day very soon...i can't wait...i am definately need a little bundle of fun right about now...

happy day to all...teachers...enjoy your day off!

friends...stay wonderful and do your best each day!

school highlights...

Thu, 16 Feb 2006 22:41:21 GMT

1. parents think you are idiots
2. kid got an in school suspension
3. by using my rubberbands
4. got observed
5. made a kid cry
6. almost left on monday
7. half a day tomorrow
8. candy gram chaos
9. raised over $500
10. gonna play games all day tomorrow I think!

getting observed...

Thu, 16 Feb 2006 05:28:53 GMT

So I am getting observed by the principal tomorrow. He already knows I am on edge this week...I wonder if he will go easy on me?

Busy day tomorrow...meeting in the am...teach all day...get observed...come home...change...going to the rave with allison...home to go to bed...half day on friday...

AND NOW...I dont know what the heck i am doing this weekend...

good night friends...i just dont remember how to sleep this week...

Super Stressed...

Sun, 12 Feb 2006 22:48:50 GMT

working on school stuff...making valentine's day gifts for my class...what a waste of a day...fuck this love shit...it is so funny how one minute you have dreams and the next you are hoping to be heard!

can't wait for greys tonight! It will help my day!

stuck in the middle with you...

Fri, 10 Feb 2006 04:02:43 GMT

Yep...that's life...screws ya up every once in awhile...oh well! I try my best!

finally!

Sat, 04 Feb 2006 06:25:07 GMT

The dog lady is coming to the house to see if we are fit to have a dog. She is adorable and I am hoping I get her. I sure hope she comes before Valentine's Day because she will get spoiled with all the puppy pink stuff from Target. School was rough this week...can't wait to be organized and ready for next week!!!

Have a great weekend...this weekend is money free weekend! Enjoy!

Sundays Rock!

Sun, 29 Jan 2006 18:37:56 GMT

I spent 11+ hour sleeping last night...I think I really needed that. I have had a lot on my mind and just needed to recooperate. Today I am going to spend some time planning for the week of school...cleaning the house...and attempting to talk to my boyfriend. Life has just been too much lately. I think I need a vacation. That would be nice. Somewhere warm and calm. A place where I can be myself without having to worry about anything. I just want to be somewhere that I can feel special...because I sure don't feel that lately. But I guess I am putting all my eggs in one basket...and when that gets screwed I am devastated...oh well...life goes on...and I might be getting a dog... that is the happiness of my life right now...I just have to go through the adoption process. We will see...but again...trying not to get my hopes up because I DO NOT like to be let down.

So now I will plan the week for my boogery students and make up the dances for the next song in the musical! Have a great sunday!

heart,

Jennifer

being a kid in '06

Thu, 19 Jan 2006 02:36:06 GMT

so i thought i had drama...

my students' lives are a mess...

i have three pretty big cases...if you want more let me know...

can't legally talk about it on the net...

apparently i am psycho...

Wed, 18 Jan 2006 03:04:44 GMT

because i am so in love with someone and want a future with them...

how fucking crazy am i?

working out

Tue, 10 Jan 2006 01:30:09 GMT

so i worked out over at palombi today with kelly...it was amazing...

watched my tape...made some dinner...

relaxing and was gonna visit the boyfriend...but he is busy hanging out with other people...

oh well...guess i will find ways to entertain myself tonight...too bad i got all my stuff done early so i could hangout tonight...

oh 2006

Mon, 09 Jan 2006 04:25:10 GMT

So this year has started off quite nicely...

party at john's was fun...crazy as usual...but fun...and i got my baby in the end...

the first week back to school was miserable...the kids are just starting to get the edge...

my friends are great and we are planning some fun stuff...

teacher night tuesdays will be a blast...oh the fun teachers can have away from school...

eating better and working out as usual start as my new year's resolutions...

so far eating has been ok...did 8 min abs and buns tonight with allison...making progress...working out after school tomorrow...

party my house saturday...more tba...

so far 2006 is looking promising...can't wait for the summer...

Christmas Eve's Eve...

Sat, 24 Dec 2005 05:58:40 GMT

My night was calm and relaxing...it consisted of:

a quick trip to the store
making cookies
watching Forest Gump w/Kelly while cuddling with the kitty Binks
lighting some candles in my room and reading...

even though i wont get to spend the holiday with my special someone...i know that i am very happy this year with us and the future we have...merry christmas baby...

I hope everyone has a great holiday and enjoys the time off of school if you have it...i sure am!!!

Sun, 18 Dec 2005 16:58:18 GMT

F winter break so far...
F thinking things were going great...
F people who dont tell the truth...
F the fact that i am so frustrated right now....
F ahhh just F!

winter break count down begins...

Tue, 13 Dec 2005 04:05:08 GMT

Remember how excited you would get the week before winter break? Remember how you never wanted to do work? So my job for the next 4 days is to deal with these children.

today was crazy...the kids were nuts...too many parent phone calls and i got observed by the principal...

and to begin the day...i walked into my sauna of a room and all three of my plants were dead because the intense heat killed them over the weekend...damn broken heat...i was pissed...

but come friday at 320 i will be the happiest girl for two + weeks...and john will be home thursday and will be my date for the work holiday party...i am very excited!!!

wish me luck on the next four days...

Mon, 05 Dec 2005 05:39:44 GMT

people lie and it hurts my feelings...

i just wish my shit was figured out...

there is something great about cleaning...

Fri, 18 Nov 2005 02:54:15 GMT

so i picked up around my room and i am thinking tomorrow evening is going to be a cleaning night for me...unless anyone else has something exciting to do...

john is coming home for thanksgiving break...i am very excited...love cuddling...

now it is off to watch some family guy with the roomie and eat low fat icecream treats...gotta love it!!!

sleep...

Thu, 17 Nov 2005 04:40:15 GMT

i love sleep...after loosing sleep last night i am cherishing the moment my head hits the pillow...

i am going to curl up in my ikea down comforter and have sweet dreams of cuddling in a few short days...

amazing...

Mon, 14 Nov 2005 04:26:02 GMT

i had an awesome weekend...which started on thursday! I am a happy girl again, not perfect by any means...but working to get to a better happier place. I really do think things are gonna work out...

all i have to say is honesty! complete honesty!

and trust...don't forget that...

and i guess love wouldn't be a bad idea ;)

confessions...

Sun, 06 Nov 2005 23:02:11 GMT

i have a confession to make: I lie.

I lie to myself. i wake up in the morning and tell myself everything is gonna be ok. i say my life is great and nothing bad is gonna happen. i have a man who loves me, a great job, and good friends. i lie to myself everyday.

i lie to you. i tell you things can change and that i am happy. i say that we will be ok and that life is fine. i say that i love everything and anything. i tell you that i am sure of everything.

i lie to everyone. if you were to ask me if i was ok i would say yes. i would say yes. i would tell you that i am a happy person and that i love everything. i tell everyone how god damn happy i am. i go to school and teach the children and tell them i am happy.

i lie most of all to protect myself. i dont want to hurt anymore. i am sick of hurting. i dont want to be this miserable person anymore.

i hate everything. i thought i had the man i loved...but he left me today.
I thought my family was supportive...found out yesterday, not so much.
my friends, well i really dont know...because noone really knows how i feel ever. i just cant let anyone in. because there is no way anyone can know what it is like to be me.

so i lie. i pretend. i fool myself. i push away the people who i need most in my life. i lie.

i have a confession. i lie. just to make the hurt go away.

so my roommates are crazy...

Fri, 04 Nov 2005 03:55:10 GMT

if you wish to know why inquire within...

So on a good note: I am feeling much better today. I think the grand total of 15 hours of sleep helped me out a bit. I for sure thought I was a goner yesterday on my 3 minute drive home...pulling over was definately in my plan. But I guess I slept it off. It was nice of my mom and john to call and check on me.

So now it is off to bed before the fun weekend activities for kelly's birthday start!!!

Tomorrow should be easy at school...I love fridays!!! Wearing jeans is the best...if you aren't a teacher you have no idea how exciting this is!!!!

good night friends...stay healthy...drink Orange Juice!

Garden State...gosh I need to watch this movie soon...who wants to cuddle and watch it with me? any takers...*note* I cry at this movie every time...you would think it would wear off after the 5th time i've seen it

being sick blows...

Thu, 03 Nov 2005 02:30:18 GMT

so here i am already wanting to go to bed. I came home today at noon and they got a sub to cover my class. i definately left class twice becasue i thought i was gonna vomit. I was queezy all day and could barely stand up. I called to the office and they got me a sub asap. they are so nice to me there.

i came home and went right to sleep. I slept from 12-4:30 which was pretty sweet. I got up, made myself a grilled cheese, watched my soap and waited for the roomies to come home. It is pretty weird being in this new house sometimes when i am all alone, its like i dont really fit here yet so i feel like i am intruding.

so kelly and i watched my big fat greek wedding...and i forced myself not to even think about weddings. because my life is fucked enough i dont need to think of the life i had planned...it is all different now.

not really sure what is going on now. all i know is i have spurts of being happy and spurts of confussion. today would be confussion. but i think i just need to sleep and get some energy back before i try to think about anything. wishing i was able to see someone special on saturday. but i know that probably wont work out...oh freakin well...life goes on...

i should really just go to bed...i am a waste tonight...

let's get this week over with!

Mon, 24 Oct 2005 03:11:27 GMT

i had a decent weekend.

FRIDAY: school teacher fun. we always have a good time. fun to see all the drunk ass teachers every weekend.

SATURDAY: family fun...haunted trial. LPD sucks ass. free appetizer at fridays + a hot halloween costume + a perfect girl movie = a great night out with Lz and the new roomies

SUNDAY: red ribbon week prep...while watching old school at 9 am! shopping with the fam in mundelein and super target = new fun stuff bought with my own money. watched my shows without my jessica. i hope she is feeling better soon before our fun adventure on friday.

THIS WEEK: proves to be filled with class prep and moving stuff to the new house. Tentative move in day: October 30! We will see!

Have a great week all! Much love!!!

gotta love that IKEA smell...

Thu, 20 Oct 2005 03:36:41 GMT

so i spent the majority of my evening at the new house putting together my new dresser and desk. It looks beautiful. the room is so much bigger then my room at home. it is going to be a great change for me. i already put some candles out so it starts to smell pretty and less like the wood panels from IKEA. Seriously, you have to love that place. Jessica and i spent a large amount of time yesterday up and down from floor to floor not really sure what we were looking for. my new bed makes me feel pretty and grown up. not like the bed in a bag full of pink and teal like at home. I might want to invest in a larger bed, but that day will only come when i have someone to share that bed with...but it would be a good investment now.

school is going good, i just have had about enough of it lately. the kids are a litte out of control this week. and i dont know why. i have had to put on my mean face a few times. and if you really know me, the mean face isnt that scary, so they dont really do shit.

but other than that i am now in the process of looking for a school appropriate halloween costume and a not so appropriate party costume. that is my next fun thing to look forward to.

love to all.

loke and live to you.

what a whirl wind...

Tue, 18 Oct 2005 21:18:52 GMT

so this weekend was full of fun! I had a great time at ISU. i definately miss the college life at times. i had a wonderful time throwing up and stay up until all hours of the night. it was a beautiful thing. i saw my great friend abby. she is always great to see and always makes me laugh. I miss her for sure! so it was a success. no expections gave me more then i thought i could get.

I loke live you!

Now it is off to IKEA with Jessica Denison and dinner and a movie. Gotta love friend dates!!!